I feel so alone sometimes. I don't really have anyone. Yes i have friends and family but not some one. it is probably because of my extreme pickyness and my resistance to BS but i need someone. In the past all i would look for is something wrong with someone but now i wish i wont have. now i don't have anyone "after" me. one of my good friends tells me that she cant believe that i don't have any and all guys but i think guys see me as scary. Not as i shouldn't get in to that that's dangerous but that will hurt me (not physically) she already has. I am very judge mental and can be mean when i see that a guy is coming on to me. i don't understand why i do but i do....